I wanna heal

Almost every single person in this world thinks I’m a terrible person. I think so to yet why do I still feel joy, happy, gay yadda yadda yadda? And for that reason this feeling just make me feel it’s nothing to care about those thing. May be I should change. Yes, I have to change but I don’t know how to. Where to start? What to change? This one too? Are the questions that will pop in my mind when I think about this problem, It just so annoying. Okay done with that.

Right now, my brothers and sisters keep on teasing me with song billong.
They even make a song for me.

They’ll change the chorus part to, ‘somewhere song belong’, fine they ARE creative but this is over-board. I must do something. Yeah MUST!

*I dreamt about Nanba Minami – senpai aka Mizushima Hiro. I think I’m high on him right now(instead of song billong for sure) I wonder why I like every guys that come to my dream like, Thomas vermaelen, choi seung-hyun(top), nichkun and too long to list. Duh.